4 AM inner shout

My heart keeps bleeding,
My thoughts are so tempting,
So why am I still here?
Cant get rid of my inner fear.

What am I supposed to do?
I really hope she loves me too
But when I see the way she moves
These thoughts keep telling me I'm a fool

I never wanted to feel like this
My heart is like an empty disk
So please someone fill this empty vase
Cant hold much longer I'm in a haste

My soulMy soul

My soul travels faster than anything
Neither a sound nor light can beat him
It takes milisecond to reach where he seeks
No matter how far the distance
From the darkest corner to the long distant light
He reaches in no time.

My soul is powerful than anything
He can carry heaviest things man has ever known
It might be best not to interfere in his way
He will blew them off until he wins
Everyone tremble before his mightious power

My soul is sharpest of alll blades
He can cut through anything into little pieces
Oh where do all these strength and power came from?
This riddle ain't that much hard to solve
Its you, my love. You are the source of all these powers.
Because I will do anything for you, and always will be.

Not meant to be

From the very first day
I always put you at first
Thought i just found Kryptonite
Yeah! Heaven blessed me now, feeling yipee.

Thinking of you rocks my day
Season of my life turns bloomy
You're always on my mind
I'll never you go, thats initial promise

I could give you all I had
All my belongings is yours
Even if my love is not enough
You can take my heart, and life as well.

You always shine right before my eyes
I forgive any past regret things, if you have
Time doesn't matter, my love
I am happy as long as we hold on.

After all these efforts, I still feel cold
All I could read from the way you act is
Your heart belongs somewhere I don't know
You just dont feel the same, as I do

Thinking about this over and over again
Make uncountable decisions depends on various theories
I cant imagine of letting you go
But my heart whispers, I must listen.

So lately, I made theory once again,
This is the best I cud do for Love,
I ask you to follow your heart on,
Then I will accept your every step

I dont care about sufferings and pains
I will be happy, if you're happy.
Thats what love is, and will always be
We simply are 'not meant to be'

My Life

I'm not interested in popularity

Don't even care about gettin famous

I'm happy the way God makes me

Don't wanna play foul in His plan

I'm ready for those who needs me

Don't hesitate to do something right

I'm in love with family and friends

Don't mean I hate enemies

My life is simple, leave me be

Never will I Act like what I'm not

The Flower

I see a flower,
From a far distance
Oh! Such a rare beauty
Better stare it for awhile.

The more i stare, the closer i look
Now it is in the palm of my hand
Could it be mine? Once and for all
How glad will i be? Cant stop dreaming

I wont pluck, coz its too beautiful
Better it stays natural, lovely and pure
Hope it lasts longer, as long as my life
So i could watch over, and take good care

Such an amazing flower
So attractive and lovely, I'm addicted to you,
Cant stop dreaming about you.

Eyes

Look into their eyes
I can read their minds
Those adorable eyes
Staring beyond my face
I like the way they are
Becoz i see something inside
Showing that they care for me
And will always be there

Look into their eyes
I can read their minds
Those mischievous cheating eyes
Giving me lovely faces
Treat me like i am the one
But those eyes i see, they scared me
They wont hide the truth
Because their eyes tell me
That they are acting all wrong.

Look into their eyes
I can read their minds
Those full of hatred eyes,
They hate me so bad
But yet, they dont read mine
Look at my eyes, and read it, my friend
What do you see? I 'll tell you one thing
I dont hate you anymore
I will always be there for you

For My Mommy

Mom, you do love me
You showed me what love really is
How can i prove how much u mean to me?
I love you mom, deep in my soul

Back days, i know u had bad times
You had a fight with dad and said u wanna leave
But thinking of us cant help that out
You gave up and sacrifice
Then left your pride for us
That was true love i learn from you

Wish i could carry your burden
You are all i have for the rest of my life
I thank God for giving me mom like you
I surrender all i have to pay you back

It may sound hillarious as comparing to your suffers
What else i could do? You have my love, mom.
I wont leave your side till the end

Your wrinkled skin is my precious
Your dimmed eyes sparkled through my veins
Your trembling hands i wanna hold forever
I love you mom, i just cant live without you

New Year Vow

In this year
I make a vow to myself
Not to do anything i will regret in future
To plan things carefully
To spot illusions and stay in reality
To walk away from childish manners
To show my true potential in aid of others
Love my family more than ever

Silent Killer

It takes time to realize which fades your light
Maybe the things you love, the things you hide
Trust your mind, let it go, you better fight it
Deep inside its killing you, its the Silent Killer

I am leaving coz i'm dying
These things eat my life away,
I am screaming, suffocating
Take this Silent Killer away from me

You Are Special to Me

You are so Special to me
Not becoz you are born from high class family
Not becoz you are super beauty/handsome than others
Not becoz your super intelligent as comparing to others
Just becoz you came into my life and accept me as the way i am
Thats why you are so SpECIAL to me

Lonely Thoughts

I hate this loneliness
Feeling empty coz no one is here
Need someone badly at this moment
But tonight everything seems death

Where does my heart belong now?
When will these stupid things end?
What will i do to make it right?
Tell me what to do, but no one lives.

How could i make it alone?
With this fastened heartbeat
I'd like to say 'I miss you,' but whom do i miss?
I feel lonely, perfectly lonely

Think I need to solve this quickly
But what will i do? Coz im blinded
Who will open my eyes? I'm crying
Need someone to give me new world

Pity soul, rest in peace now,
May all be gone when sun comes up
This long lonely night will just be history
Let the light gives you a new world with hope.

Gamer

I'm a gamer, i'm a player
Life is a game, dropout the lame,
I'm a fighter, growing higher
There's no end, till my life ends,
Hungry for more, thirsting for more
I may get hurt, yet, everyone is hurt,
Pointing forward, moving forward
I will ride on top, till my game stops

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I'm a star of my own
Being lived a perfect life
Roaming where my heart leads me
New days keep me rocking all the way

Now things have changed since we've met
You stole my heart, i didnt know when
Your eyes are shining through my veins
My heart always beats for you
Thats when i found out that I Love You.

I Keep Falling (into her)

She ties a knot with me
And gave up her freedom
Her main subject is my life
A good student of course
She knows her topics very well
Reading every words inside
Always gave me all she had
And tried the best she can do

So, I'm glad that i found her
In the midst of my darkened world
She's an angel casting a bright light
Bringing me to a new world
I keep falling into her
Yeah! I keep falling.

Time Machine

Late in this night, i'm feeling lonesome,
Thinking of you still hurts the same,
Wish i could turn back the clock
To the day when everything was okay

Wish i had time machine
Flew back to the day when things were right
So we could write a new story
I chose to write a happy ending

Now that I invented time machine
Its you, girl, dont feel amazed.
You can make things right like they were before
So we could write a new story
A story of happy ending.

Empty Bottle

Empty glass bottle
No one notices your emptiness
You stand alone Wobble,
No one understands your loneliness,

What if you fall down?
Shattered into pieces
Who will fix you?
And make you whole?

Pity little bottle
They all leave you behind
You poured out everything for them
No one understands your pain.

Theory of Crush (On You)

Theory of Relativity does not fascinate me
Law of Gravity is the ugly truth
I dont believe in Origin of Species
But I believe in a 'theory of crush' on you

You invented me like Wright Brothers
Soaring up high against the wind
My environment has changed dramatically
In the theory that i Crush on You.

Wake Up Call

Wake Up!
Sleep mode ends its time
Nature switches On cool morning breeze
Recharging through Sun's electricity
Fading memories come to reality

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Its a freaky Friday
When i made a mistake
Put a scar in my chest
Poison spread in my veins
I know the end was silly
But I still took the trolley
Drivin thru the police
Damn, i'm fuckd up with this
Man, i'm breaking the rules